where it meets the eyes.

after few days quarreling with Boyfriend, we managed to settle up the shits that occurred us for being apart. a childish thing or act which i didn't expected to repeat back had happened again. gees, i swear i just cant be bother bout it or play apart in the game but the love is so strong which makes me angry and blew out everything to him. eventho it's not his fault but yet i put the blame on him, sorry dear. eventho that was his decision which i never forced him to do so, i appreciated and treasure it alot. i know he tried his very best to save this relationship and he achieved it. i just hope that he make a right choice and he wont regret at the end of the day. im so glad that things gonna be normal back. i swear this time round no more disturbing and boundaries. i just need people to respect our relationship. it takes two hand to clap for this relationship and in life this kind of chances will not always come to us and i do realise that i never slip it away. i was aware of everything and this time round, i feel that he is different from others that i know. i can feel it, i swear! i hope no more shits like that gonna happen again and no more wall in between us.


Dear Taufiq, im so sorry bout yesterday that i scolded you in out of nowhere. yes i might step over the line but i was in an angry state and alot of things in my head and yet another one is coming. yes, i might be stingy but i just do it for my rights. after making myself cool down, im glad that we managed to talk things out bout it and make a right decision. im so fucking happy that we never end it there. i still want you around and i really do love you alot more than anything else. but i love my iphone more than you lah. ahahaha! the reason why i kept laughing, smiling and make stupid noises just now cause im so fucking happy that we get to meet up, continue our story and the most important thing was smell your armpit lah! gees, i started to miss you alweady. only god knows how much i love you and im glad that you are still in my life. your name has alweady engrave in my heart. =)


PS: i will pray hard that nothing gonna happen to daddy tomorrow. and he alweady complete my life. you know, i just so in love with this guy and im glad that he come into my life.