fragile heart

Fragile Heart Of Mine

fragile of heart longing to weep

i stare at the abyss needing to sleep

tatter and torn my heart begs to bleed

harden by your loss I forbid to submit

wondering why it came to a sudden end

i thought we were lovers

i thought we were best friends
the seed of doubt, secrets and questionable behavior

did nothing to salvage what was once in favor

questions in abundance

answers in short supply

made for a heartfelt

gut wrenching goodbye

your love still haunts me like a ghost from the past

wondering to myself why things never seem to last

betrayal so deep

it scars your heart and soul

no explanations needed

that is what I was told

once we were lovers

once we were friends

once we were in love

so I thought to myself

no longer a part of my future,my dreams or long term fate

just a distant memory of someone

i thought was my ideal soul mate

so be gone from my heart

my mind and my thoughts

time is all needed to heal and move forward

no time for regrets, remorse or self pity

life goes on no matter how dreadful we are feeling.